June 2012
55 posts
I give up.
whussgoodkaiu:
There’s no point in trying anymore.
“I’m not one to engage in arguments. I hate conflict. I’d rather just write it...”
A boyfriend should also be a best friend.
Do I still get jealous?
whussgoodkaiu:
Yes I do. Sure, regardless you’re mine or not, people all have the possibility of changing. I get jealous because I know I’m not the best and I know that there are so many other people who are better than me. They all say, I should trust you. I do, but I still have that feeling that you might leave me.
So I haven’t posted in a while, but where do I begin. I really miss my best fiend. I wish she didn’t have to move to the valley. Next, that guy was nothing but a hoe. I’m glad I didn’t get attached or anything. I hope he burns in hell. Next, my phone broke at Six Flags. I normally would have been pissed off but i wasn’t. I mean the only reason I need it right now is...
This weekend is going to be fun. So today I was suppose to have that “date” but I already know hes going to flake so I’m not going to get my hopes up. Tomorrow is another trip to Six Flags which will be fun as always and Sunday I get to visit my bestfriend who moves to the valley. This weekend is going to be fun.
I just watched 500 Days of Summer and wow. I fucking love that movie. It gets me every time.
The more and more I talk to him..The more afraid I...
I want to be the one.
I want to be the one you always want to see. The one you always want to be with. I want to be the one you always come for help. I wanna be the one you always ask for advice. I want to be that person you can trust and tell me anything. I just want to be the one in your life and mean something to you.
So now that I think about it, I’m not sweating it anymore. A guy is just a guy and this one is no different than any other. I’m not the one he wakes up to and texts me Goodmorning. I’m probably nothing to him and I’m fine with that. I’ll get over it. At least, I’m glad I didn’t get hurt. I’m glad it didn’t get too far in.
“Because you never think the last time is the last time, you think there’ll be...”
– Grey’s Anatomy
I hate gaining feelings for people. I’m afraid that in the end, I’m going to get fucked over and end up hurt. I’ve been through it with way too many people and it takes me a way to recover. This is why I have a wall up with most of the people I start to talk to. I just hate feeling like this.
I have him on my mind…Fuck, I’m a dumbass. -.-
dangnikki:
Fast replies make me feel like you actually want to talk to me. Then slow replies make me think there’s someone better.
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You're worth it.
whussgoodkaiu:
I don’t care how far away we are from each other, if there’s a huge time difference between us, or if we never get to meet each other in person. I won’t stop trying. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before. I know I’m young and I still have my whole life to live, but as of right now, you make me happy and I don’t plan of letting you go any time soon.
No one gives a fuck.
So I have a date on Friday and later on next week, I’m taking him to Six Flags. C:
I applaud these bitches who keep talking shit. Taking time to run there mouths. It’s fucking stupid and pathetic. And we know now, that you bitches are straight up fake. Man, I swear I regret every calling these bitches my friends. What they say is true, once high school is finished, you truly do see who your real friends are.
“So much of the language of love was like that: you devoured someone with your...”
– Jodi Picoult
“While I sleep, I dream of you, and when I wake, I long to hold you in my arms....”
– Nicholas Sparks (Nights in Rodanthe)
When someone's worth it,
You are willing to stop flirting with other people to prove it to them.
You put your status as interested/not looking, even when you’re still single.
You are willing to stay up even if they want to be on the phone all night.
You instantly miss them as soon as you guys get off the phone.
You start to think about the future with them and you just can’t help but smile..
When someones worth it,...
Strong relationships means always work your way...
Things That Need To Get Done:
Get My Liscence
Get A Car
You're so cute.
jennyykim:
I mean like just not your looks are cute but your personality too. The things you say are cute. Your voice is so cute. Your smile is so cute. How you talk to me is so cute. I like talking to you. I really really like it. I like how I can call you in the middle of the night and talk till one of us falls asleep. Even though you can be really weird sometimes I still like that. I like...
I am in a completely good mood. All because of...
Carlos: You're perfect for me.
I’m completely bipolar about this entire situation. One minute I’m like he’s a fucking asshole. Just another horny bastard who wants to get in my pants and the next minute I’m like wow, sweetest kid ever. I’m just fucking frustrated right now. Like I want to be in a relationship, but not with the wrong person. I want it to be perfect. But finding someone is hard.
So...
Maybe, I’m judging him way too early. I need to stop being so insecure and thinking every guy is the same. Because honestly, there not. And honestly, every guy is a horny ass nigga, i even had my times. So i need to stop. Just stop and go with the flow. With that said, I’m letting go of what happened yesterday. And I honestly can’t wait for this “first date.”
So thinking about it. As soon as I get my diploma and the college I want to go to is down in the valley, I’m going to see if my Uncle will rent out one of his rooms to me. I’m done with all the bullshit up here and in the long run, living down there will be a plus for me. It’ll be a less commute to school. That’s less gas money. So as soon as I get the diploma, I’m...
I’m an idiot for believing this nigga. Like seriously. Hahaha…
“Forget Your Problems, Lay It Down and Start Up.”
– Foster The People
If I like you
I will try to see you as much as I can, no matter what
I will try to talk to you, just to see your response or hear your voice
I will get more sensitive than usual just from your reactions
I will think about you 99.9% of time so sorry if you start sneezing like a maniac
So I feel like the second I start saving up and raise enough money, I’m going to move out. I can’t stand being nagged at all day, every day. It’s enough. It’s annoying. And it’s the same shit everyday. Like I already know what has to be done. I don’t need instructions on how to clean up. I don’t so whatever this shit is that your trying to get me to do,...
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There’s one thing that I hate the most and that’s saying goodbye. My best friend, she’s leaving down to the valley and that’s about an hour away. So seeing her is one thing I won’t be able to do daily…possibly monthly. But one thing I know for sure, is that our friendship isn’t going to break. We’ve been through hell and back with each other,...
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“Anger is a manifestation of a deeper issue… and that, for me, is based on...”
– Naomi Campbell
I’m at a cool tempo right now. My mood is mellow and I’m perfectly calm now. I don’t know why, but my anger gets the best of me and sometimes it destroys.
